I need to call you so badly; I need to know what I'm supposed to do about Cadence's birthday party. It makes me think to her birthday party last year. I had no idea it would be the last one you would be attending. We got so lucky with the weather; it was beautiful outside! We ordered WAY too much pizza, but like you said, its better to have too much than not enough.
When I look at pictures from that day, you look so proud and happy watching Cadence play with her friends. I would do anything to see that on your face this year. It's so ironic because I kept pushing Cadence's party off further and further because I was hoping you'd be feeling better. Now, I just feel such a lack of "needing" to do anything. I know I have to for Cadence, but it just doesn't feel the same planning it this year as it did last year. I don't think any events in my life will feel the same again.
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