Thanksgiving was not as bad as I thought it would be, but I so wish you could have been here to at the very least enjoy the day with us. When I saw enjoy the day, I really mean try to enjoy it the best we could without you. Dad and I started a little after 8:00 am on Thanksgiving morning and made pumpkin cake with cream cheese icing first! Dad threw in the ham, then we were on a roll. We got the baked macaroni and cheese (your baked macaroni and cheese) and green bean casserole in a little later.
I think you would've been proud. I knew that Dad and I would probably be the ones cooking Thanksgiving dinner this year, but I had thought at the very least you would be in the family room smelling in the goodness waiting for it to be done. I never thought in a million years that last Thanksgiving was going to be your last, just like all the other birthdays and holidays from the end of last year to October of this year. I miss you so much everyday and I constantly wonder if I would be disappointing you or making you proud with every action I take. That's something I did not anticipate.
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