One Month Ago...Today...

At 2:55 am this morning, it was one month ago that I watched you take your last breath.  It was one month ago today that I watched my best friend, my mom, my dad's soul mate, and my daughter's Memaw leave this world.  I can't stop thinking of that early morning and how it changed my life forever.  I wonder if every 20th of every month, if every Thursday of every week and if every 2:55 am of every morning will make me feel this way.